tea time

Now im sitting in the living room and having a late night tea time with my housemate which is regina.We're having a lil' conversations about life and love share everything head to head eyes to eyes.It's an unusual things.I do enjoying time like this,sadly tita inge and yolan aren't here yet.It would be perfect if they were here.Listening to songs.Im craving for snackhouse frankly but im just way too confused to decide what menu should i order.

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Do ever think who you are?

Why were you born?

Why you've grown?

Do you ever think about gossips around you?

Are you blind enough to see?

Are you deaf enough to listen?

Is your make up as thick as your privates?

They're fed up.

They're done.

They're totally disguise you.

Please behave yourself

being careless and reckless aren't enough to hit up the fame.

being bitchy and sexy aren't satisfying anyone else.

Do you have to pull up your bra to make it 'pop'?

Do you have to show off what you got at the club?

and Do you think it was perfectly the way how to be a queen?

Dramatically it was awfully pathetic.

Was 'my' temper are high enough?

The liquor made me a little bit tipsy.

Oh Jesus somehow 'i' have to pretend that am high enough to see

Well 'i' don't even give a damn!

Why would you care?

They're all talking about 'me' behind my back.

'I' don't care!Cause what they think it's not good enough for me.

No one dare to fuck it in front off my face,they're all cowards

But pity you

No one would ever do that,cause apparently they're all loath of being talk to you.

Cause you're a total bitch.

An obsessed girl to who you know

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it's been so long i didn't look up at my blog.Well hello guys whoever you are who read my blog so much thanks for reading mine's.

There is no time

There is no time, We’ll never know about tomorrow. We are all live in mystery, mystery of question marks. What are we searching for? You. I know you love me so much and so do I ,I hurt you so bad with my limits. I am limited. I’m conditionally limited. I am so sorry. I am wishing every single day since I found you. If I could live by your side every single day , your exhaled breath buzzing on my ears , your inhaled breath when your asleep. I’d like to make myself believe that I can give you my best. Does it broken? No. There’s no time to say I love you cause I’m too scared that I might lose you that I might go nowhere. It’s Iike I’m magically stoned on the spot where our minds as one. Why does this feeling comes through my mind,you are running through my brain. Lucifer might win the temptations to hate, to makes us confused , to make us separated. Believe in me it’s just on our mind. We are believing on each other that’s why does love becomes everlasting. Don’t put too much hopes on me and I’m not saying that I might cheat on you. This is me with my limits. I am surely know you noticed it and I’m exactly know you are understand. Our love is just hanging by a thread, but I’ll sew it up to become a long sturdy string. I am trying . I will try. There is no time, I love you right here right now cause you know what? I always afraid of tomorrow.

Rupa

Rupa

Senja

Selalu terdiam bisu menatap nestapa

Bercumbu dengan angin

Menyapu dingin

Terlalu samar untuk diraba

Terlalu buta untuk disapa

Kalau ada dewi perangkai bunga duri

Jangan jadikan aku kalungnya

Sudah cukup perih disini

Rupa

Malam

Selalu teriak pada bulan

Bersenggama dengan bising

Terjelaga dalam dosa

Jika ada Engkau mengizinkan

Biarkan aku tetap sendiri di sini menanti mentari

Tapi jangan biarkan aku meratap kosong

Rupa

Selasa

Tekuk sepiku ini.

trip to PAVI

well what a tiring day,phew..

i came to campus today as usual began with alfred's class on monday which is creative studies.I thought we will stuck on the class and do the lesson as usual,but suddenly alfred got a phonecall and told us it urgent,we should go to pavillion to accompanied the diploma class to make a deepavillion,it's like an indian art.So there's a picture on the floor cover with a plain carton,divided randomly and we have to colour it with coloured rice.It was fun,but then there's someone annoyed me so much,she's kind but she's freak,totally..phew..The worst part is we finished at 6.00 but the bus came around 7.30 There are two bus,1st is for the desarian,the 2nd is for the cyberian.The lecture said so,but...

grh..

When we just passed the cyberia highway,i didn't even think that the bus will go straight to Limkokwing,i thought they will dropped us in cyberjaya.argh luckily in a few minutes the rapid Kl bus arrived in front of limkokwing.I didn't angry too much..

what an exhausting day..

1st day in Bangkok

next chapter: Bangkok!

Hello guys,the next chapter is bangkok,then after we arrived in Herritage Hotel,our luggages were putted on the hotel cause we couldn't check in,check in time is around 12 o clock,we decided to take a walk around Silom road and we ate a pork porridge,and finally we went to the lake side of bangkok,we payed about 500 bath to rent a boat to side seeing bangkok.We should've go to floating market,but since it's too far we decided to look around.This is the worst part ever,when i was on the boat,i took so many bangkok's panomas but then it crashed suddenly without any partucular reason then my camera won't work till now.Luckily the photos that taken from the very first day still in the memory card.Thank God.Then we went back to the hotel around 12 o clock,but the room still not available.So we ate a duck noodle in front of our hotel.it wasn't really good,we checked in and then we took a nap till the night came through.After asked a few questions about bangkok we decided to go to Suan Lum Night bazar,it's like a night bazar full of clothing stores,they sell so many uniqe clothes with a reasonable price.I bought some t-shirts and then we were take a look around till 11.It so exhausting!then we went back to our hotel..

next story : 2nd day in Bangkok!