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Ayam

Rabu, 10 Maret 2010
Ia cantik dan riuh
Punya tawa indah sendu
Punya badan montok melon
Punya dada bulat pipih

Ia gaya dan binar
Punya tubuh lemas jatuh
Punya paha putih susu
Punya pantat padat kencang

Ia busuk dan 'santun'
Punya isi disembur keluar
Punya mulut licik lalai
Punya lagu hentak dig dag

Ia manis dan piaway berdempul
punya hati setebal dempulnya
punya raga disentor di atas meja
punya perut dibiarkan diraba

Ia masih tetap cantik
punya uang supaya nendang
punya sepatu supaya tinggi
punya susu supaya sadar

Ia belum berubah bukannya itu sama halnya yang dilakukan ayam-ayam?


tiring day

Jumat, 05 Maret 2010
what a crazy hazy hectic day!Geez!Thank God i can have my teatime right now a glass of greentea accompanying me after all of the choreos made my day full of laughs made me forget all of my probs surrounding me.Today i went to campus which intended to attend the industrial meeting which is cancelled.One thing that i thanked for yesterday,Pampam (my friend) saved my morning,suddenly she called and offering me a ride.Ye haa coincidently the bus didn't stop at the bus station.I was really late when i went to the photography lab the class was over,i just signed my absence and then went to plaza to eat gado-gado the taste was not really good but i think it's quite good.I went home and i went to alamanda buy 2 sofas and a vacuum cleaner.When i got home,we (me,yolan,and regina) were doing the house thingy.It's damn exhausting but i was fun after all of everything we've done.I cooked chicken broccoli and fried eggs and then i tidied up my room by moving the table blah blah blah.

tea time

Rabu, 03 Maret 2010
Now im sitting in the living room and having a late night tea time with my housemate which is regina.We're having a lil' conversations about life and love share everything head to head eyes to eyes.It's an unusual things.I do enjoying time like this,sadly tita inge and yolan aren't here yet.It would be perfect if they were here.Listening to songs.Im craving for snackhouse frankly but im just way too confused to decide what menu should i order.

untitled

Do ever think who you are?
Why were you born?
Why you've grown?
Do you ever think about gossips around you?
Are you blind enough to see?
Are you deaf enough to listen?
Is your make up as thick as your privates?
They're fed up.
They're done.
They're totally disguise you.
Please behave yourself
being careless and reckless aren't enough to hit up the fame.
being bitchy and sexy aren't satisfying anyone else.
Do you have to pull up your bra to make it 'pop'?
Do you have to show off what you got at the club?
and Do you think it was perfectly the way how to be a queen?
Dramatically it was awfully pathetic.
Was 'my' temper are high enough?
The liquor made me a little bit tipsy.
Oh Jesus somehow 'i' have to pretend that am high enough to see
Well 'i' don't even give a damn!
Why would you care?
They're all talking about 'me' behind my back.
'I' don't care!Cause what they think it's not good enough for me.
No one dare to fuck it in front off my face,they're all cowards
But pity you
No one would ever do that,cause apparently they're all loath of being talk to you.
Cause you're a total bitch.
An obsessed girl to who you know


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There is no time

Selasa, 08 Desember 2009

There is no time, We’ll never know about tomorrow. We are all live in mystery, mystery of question marks. What are we searching for? You. I know you love me so much and so do I ,I hurt you so bad with my limits. I am limited. I’m conditionally limited. I am so sorry. I am wishing every single day since I found you. If I could live by your side every single day , your exhaled breath buzzing on my ears , your inhaled breath when your asleep. I’d like to make myself believe that I can give you my best. Does it broken? No. There’s no time to say I love you cause I’m too scared that I might lose you that I might go nowhere. It’s Iike I’m magically stoned on the spot where our minds as one. Why does this feeling comes through my mind,you are running through my brain. Lucifer might win the temptations to hate, to makes us confused , to make us separated. Believe in me it’s just on our mind. We are believing on each other that’s why does love becomes everlasting. Don’t put too much hopes on me and I’m not saying that I might cheat on you. This is me with my limits. I am surely know you noticed it and I’m exactly know you are understand. Our love is just hanging by a thread, but I’ll sew it up to become a long sturdy string. I am trying . I will try. There is no time, I love you right here right now cause you know what? I always afraid of tomorrow.

Rupa

Selasa, 29 September 2009

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Senja

Selalu terdiam bisu menatap nestapa

Bercumbu dengan angin

Menyapu dingin

Terlalu samar untuk diraba

Terlalu buta untuk disapa

Kalau ada dewi perangkai bunga duri

Jangan jadikan aku kalungnya

Sudah cukup perih disini

Rupa

Malam

Selalu teriak pada bulan

Bersenggama dengan bising

Terjelaga dalam dosa

Jika ada Engkau mengizinkan

Biarkan aku tetap sendiri di sini menanti mentari

Tapi jangan biarkan aku meratap kosong

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