broken wings

tadinya sayapku kekar menyebar , warnanya kontras diujung tiap helai nya nampak memancar.Kamu datang belai tiap helainya , kamu kelitik tiap ujungnya. Lantas lepas warnanya mulai kusam memudar jadi rapuh dan kasar.tadinya aku bisa terbang sampai ke ujung biru bawa kamu terbang lepas , tapi aku jatuh.Hampir sayapku lepas sebelah.kau tau kamu yang buat itu.Aku coba bangun tapi masih terlalu sulit untuk menggerakan sayapku yang copot sebelah.Kamu mulai lagi susun setiap helai helai sayap rusakku.Kini warnanya merah kembali dan ternyata aku bisa mengepak lagi.baru hitungan detik aku terbang aku jatuh lagi.Sekarang kupotong sayap sayapku.

have i fallen for you?

ouYou know it's true, the roots that you've tried to wets is bloomed already.Every second , minutes , hours and days will be like alice's world. Taking a picture of myself, i lost somewhere around your veins. You gave me promises and loves. You blew my days off recently, like it's even not real to me.It was dark and transparent before and slowly it turns to red and white like roses in every valentine. Would you take me and lift me up into your own different world. I can't depict it. It's blurry by my own thoughts about you.Since the very first time i saw you , i'm enormously trying to get to you. Should i take it lightly? for heaven's sake i'll say no. Because i've fallen for you.

Ayam

Ia cantik dan riuh

Punya tawa indah sendu

Punya badan montok melon

Punya dada bulat pipih

Ia gaya dan binar

Punya tubuh lemas jatuh

Punya paha putih susu

Punya pantat padat kencang

Ia busuk dan 'santun'

Punya isi disembur keluar

Punya mulut licik lalai

Punya lagu hentak dig dag

Ia manis dan piaway berdempul

punya hati setebal dempulnya

punya raga disentor di atas meja

punya perut dibiarkan diraba

Ia masih tetap cantik

punya uang supaya nendang

punya sepatu supaya tinggi

punya susu supaya sadar

Ia belum berubah bukannya itu sama halnya yang dilakukan ayam-ayam?

tiring day

what a crazy hazy hectic day!Geez!Thank God i can have my teatime right now a glass of greentea accompanying me after all of the choreos made my day full of laughs made me forget all of my probs surrounding me.Today i went to campus which intended to attend the industrial meeting which is cancelled.One thing that i thanked for yesterday,Pampam (my friend) saved my morning,suddenly she called and offering me a ride.Ye haa coincidently the bus didn't stop at the bus station.I was really late when i went to the photography lab the class was over,i just signed my absence and then went to plaza to eat gado-gado the taste was not really good but i think it's quite good.I went home and i went to alamanda buy 2 sofas and a vacuum cleaner.When i got home,we (me,yolan,and regina) were doing the house thingy.It's damn exhausting but i was fun after all of everything we've done.I cooked chicken broccoli and fried eggs and then i tidied up my room by moving the table blah blah blah.

tea time

Now im sitting in the living room and having a late night tea time with my housemate which is regina.We're having a lil' conversations about life and love share everything head to head eyes to eyes.It's an unusual things.I do enjoying time like this,sadly tita inge and yolan aren't here yet.It would be perfect if they were here.Listening to songs.Im craving for snackhouse frankly but im just way too confused to decide what menu should i order.

untitled

Do ever think who you are?

Why were you born?

Why you've grown?

Do you ever think about gossips around you?

Are you blind enough to see?

Are you deaf enough to listen?

Is your make up as thick as your privates?

They're fed up.

They're done.

They're totally disguise you.

Please behave yourself

being careless and reckless aren't enough to hit up the fame.

being bitchy and sexy aren't satisfying anyone else.

Do you have to pull up your bra to make it 'pop'?

Do you have to show off what you got at the club?

and Do you think it was perfectly the way how to be a queen?

Dramatically it was awfully pathetic.

Was 'my' temper are high enough?

The liquor made me a little bit tipsy.

Oh Jesus somehow 'i' have to pretend that am high enough to see

Well 'i' don't even give a damn!

Why would you care?

They're all talking about 'me' behind my back.

'I' don't care!Cause what they think it's not good enough for me.

No one dare to fuck it in front off my face,they're all cowards

But pity you

No one would ever do that,cause apparently they're all loath of being talk to you.

Cause you're a total bitch.

An obsessed girl to who you know

:)

it's been so long i didn't look up at my blog.Well hello guys whoever you are who read my blog so much thanks for reading mine's.